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Birthing Myself: The Erotic Body Awakens
For a big part of my life, I lived from the neck up. I could analyze desire. I could theorize intimacy, and I could speak about embodiment while barely feeling my own hips. And in that soul flight, I married someone I can now see I had no business gravitating toward. But even then, there are moments when something disrupted that pattern — a breath that dropped lower than usual, an altered state that dissolved the mind’s architecture — where suddenly you are not thinking. I wa
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Feb 272 min read


The Men I Work With
Not all caregivers wear a label. Some are sons who learned to be the steady ground for a parent’s storm. Others are partners who have become the silent architects of someone else’s peace, fixing wounds that aren’t their own. Many are men who have moved through life believing their worth is measured by their invulnerability—their ability to be an endless well of availability. These are the men I sit with. They may not call themselves caregivers, yet they have spent a lifetime
angelanikitacara
Aug 15, 20252 min read


Artemis: The Wild Woman Who Hunts Her Own Path
One of my favourite books was given to me by one of my best friend's Sarah and it's a book by Jean Shinoda Bolen on the Goddess Artemis. ...
angelanikitacara
May 22, 20252 min read


The Role of the Nervous System in PTSD in the Myth of Inana
There is an ancient Sumerian myth that lives in the bones of many women. She came before the Greeks spoke of her as the simply beautiful...
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Apr 15, 20252 min read


Medusa's Gaze: Confronting our rage and unearthing burried beauty
Many of us have heard the myth of Medusa turning anyone who looked at her to stone. Well, like fairytales, myths describe unconscious...
angelanikitacara
Apr 12, 20252 min read


Repunzle Part 1: Am I Giving Too Much or Not Enough?
Do you remember the original Rapunzel? As a kid, I loved her long, flowing hair that she’d let down for the prince to climb up. The witch...
angelanikitacara
Apr 8, 20252 min read


Breaking Free: The Inner Journey of Repunzle Part 2
Repunzle's journey—from being locked away in isolation to eventually finding freedom and self-empowerment—parallels the struggle many...
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Apr 5, 20252 min read


Endless Compassion: The Unspoken Burden of Women in Plant Medicine
In the world of plant medicine, women carry an invisible weight—a perpetual expectation of boundless compassion that stretches far beyond...
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Mar 21, 20252 min read


What is Echoism?
We hear a lot about narcissism these days—about self-obsession, entitlement, emotional manipulation. And yet, some of the most toxic...
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Feb 5, 20254 min read


The Path to Wholeness: Overcoming Shame and Reclaiming Our Authenticity
The Christian interpretation of the story of Mary, Joseph, and the Garden of Eden has shaped how we view ourselves, particularly through...
angelanikitacara
Feb 2, 20253 min read


"Why Did I See Mandalas on My Psychedelic Journey?"
Mandalas often show up in psychedelic journeys because they carry a deep symbolism of wholeness. They’re like visual markers of the...
angelanikitacara
Sep 15, 20223 min read
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